::. i wished i was a PUNK rocker with FLOWERS on my head.::

Saturday, June 2

6/02/2007 09:07:00 AM

JUST TAKE NOTE THAT THIS ENTRY IS BASED ON MY FEELINGS AND A LITTLE OF RACISM.
BUT BARE IN MIND THE FOLLOWING RACE I MENTIONED IS NOT APPLIED TO THE OTHERS.
ONLY THIS MAN. WHO HAD MAKE ME FELT FUCKING MISERABLE.
IF YOU ARE NOT READY TO READ THIS, READ THE NEXT ENTRY.
SORRY FOR ANY INCONVENIENCE CAUSED.

fuck him who made me CRY yesterday damn BADLY at work.
'' '' who was fucking RUDE to me.
'' '' who have tried to be innocent but im sorry it JUST doesnt WORK.

what the hell did he thinks as himself?
some bollywood star? or just one fucking MELZING?
you are supposed to do whatever u was assigned not just stand around and chat with the ray food seller and the photographer or the bitch who came yesterday.
and c'mon you are trying to say that u are innocent when you know u are supposed to do?
NOBODY dotes on you. idiot.
i talked to you nicely.
but what did i get in RETURN?
a humilation infront of the PUBLIC??
fuck YOU!!!

what happen was.
he was in UWS chatting his ass off with some other idiots.
instead of him doing the commentary at 4pm,
he asked her to do it. and i was like.
WHY DIDNT HE DO IT?
why is he bossing ard?
so i told her to asked him out instead.
asked him to do commentary.
and guess wad?

WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HERE?
WHY CANT SHE HELP ME OUT?

and im like .
its your job. you are assigned to it.
AND I HAVE FIFTEEN MINUTES BEFORE THE NEXT DUTY AND I HAPPENED TO PASS BY THAT AREA.
and he took the mike and went off without doing any commentary.
im like at least pass me the mike and i do the commentary.
he just went in just like that leave the turtle pool WITH NO COMMENTARY!
and im like WHAT THE FUCK?
i went in and complained to JOHN but he was helpless.
and that fucker keep on complaining too.

so JOHN decided for the gso's who worked yesterday to held a meeting.
and i was crying my ass off.
feeling FRUSTRATED and UPSET. feeling so humiliate by a man who is about 20 plus and his ass was still new in the JOB.
NOT EVEN a respect which im actually experienced in the JOB.

DURING the meeting he was all QUIET.
and i told the story off.
JOHN listened to me.
but in the end JOHN blames himself.
why JOHN.??
why john apologised?
why not THAT motherfucker?

seriously JOHN i apologised based on what happened.
i know you were to busy with YOUR job.
but this small matter was just brought up by that fucker.

im sorry.

but i apologised during the meeting to that FUCKER as a senior,
i dont want to bring such bad influence to the others.
well atleast i tot he could apologise back to me as he was the one making the fuss.
but hell no.
he was like .
BABI! autah KELING!!!!!!!!!!
mampos taknkak!

so i donno why i kept on crying.
it was the worst day of my life.
azni was there and she cool myself down.
agnes asked me to call and i told her what happened.

i tell you.
atleast listened to who is more experienced.
when agnes asnul or whoever is experienced than me,
asked me to do this and that.
i listened and FOLLOW.
not shout back or just back off like that.
ATLEAST RESPEST THEM WHO THEY ARE.

so if YOU (the FUCKER)
read this.
i DONT care.
this is my BLOG!
i am free to type whatever i can.

so what if he was a diver under attachment last few months?
but he's still new in this JOB.
so listened and follow u idiot.

even though im younger than you and you are older than me,
you need to respect me.
like how i respect you.
it just didnt pay off.

YOU are just a MAN with
NO feelings.
NO heart.
NO respect.
NO dynamism.

you are just a SHOW OFF!!!

fuck

da-Uh.

LICK me(:

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