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Wednesday, June 27
6/27/2007 06:28:00 PM
ladies and gentlemen.
please note that i've changed my blog to

www.rox-gothvogue.blogspot.com

i wont be updating to this account anymore.
please do view my new account.

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Tuesday, June 26
6/26/2007 11:09:00 PM

okay kathy YOU are just damn funny.
okay school reopens.
and i thought that everything was going to be okay.
bought socks. a high cut.
pull my skirt damn low.
tie my hair damn nice and was ready for school.
after the pledge, we walked thru this so called checkpoint.
normal. when sch reopens there will be an attire check.
and i was caught for just one stupid thing.
my HAIR.
i was totally pissed off.
the last time i dyed my hair was last year.
and this SUHANA caught me for my glimpse brown shades hair.
im like WTF?

susan lee came and look at my hair.
she told me.
OKAY WHAT? WHATS WRONG?
haha. see? suhana you are just not a good discipline mistress.
find ppl mistakes but your own mistake jaut doesnt want to correct it.

okay done.
there's a change to the class sitting arrangements because of GOPAL's demand.
and im happy with it.

okay till here.
just super BORED and pissed off.

da-Uh
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Sunday, June 24
6/24/2007 05:31:00 PM
below are random pictures.
taken this week.





special guests had visited UWS.
like jonathan leong from singapore idol 2.
took pic with him but i promised him not to published it here or anywhere.
princess of brunei and princess of thailand.
and also a pop star from philipines.

haha.
i was there to see them.
haha.
okay stop it.


da-Uh
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Wednesday, June 20
6/20/2007 07:22:00 PM
he was REJECTED.
yes it was.
im SORRY.

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Monday, June 18
6/18/2007 09:51:00 PM
he asked me out.
meet at jurong interchange.
for only fifteen minutes.
i followed.
he then send me home.
he confessed.
i was shocked.
is this how it meant to be?
a couple it has to be?
i hope.
it really came true.
but now?
im not into it.
seriously.

he's hoping like how i used to hope for it.
i felt miserable.
will this be a start of my hapy loved story again?
or not?
he gave me 24hrs to decide.
and im not DONE with it.

im sorry.
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6/18/2007 09:30:00 PM
people might think that im natural and easy going.
thats true.
BUT for people out there if you saw me outside,
prepare yourself for anger blast.
cause im the type that
i dont really go
HEY!WASSUP!
to you.

i just realised these personalities in me TODAY.
yeah.
when i was on my way to work,
i was walking towards the mrt station.
a guy from far waves consistently at me.
and i totally ignored.
until he smsed me.
i was paranoid.
but i did apologised.

there waS another one.
a girl was smiling at me but again i ignored.
i notice her.
but i just went off.
until she called me and shoot me.

SALIHIN told me that i was KEREK.
monica told me that im a MINAH.
but absolutely i denied.
when what happened this morning.
it really wakes me up.
i realised my this personality.

so people out there.
im sorry.
cos i dont go gugugaga when i saw you.
only till u say hi to me.
infront of me.
yeah.
than i'll be nice.

people who donno me.
might think that im unfriendly or whatsoever.
when u saw me in the mrt or somewhere in public.

judy asked me out tonight to MOS.
but donno ah.
c how arh eh JUDY?

kk.
da-Uh
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Sunday, June 17
6/17/2007 08:56:00 PM
randomed






above are all the pics taken today at east coast park.
we ride our bicycle along the beach. DAMN COOL lah.
after going thru bbqs held by my friends.

5A 2006 want to go for a bbq on this september holiday?
haha.
if really you all want.
can be discuss.
and this time round we will all be involved.
yeah.

haha.

da-Uh


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Saturday, June 16
6/16/2007 08:56:00 AM


HONEY
how i love this movie.
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Friday, June 15
6/15/2007 11:12:00 PM


okay.
thats ME.
and that's my new hair.

rebonded.
yeah.
i did it on wednesday.
i have to seat at the same place for like 5 hours?
hell.



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6/15/2007 10:52:00 PM
okay
everything checked.

okay 1220pm at amalina's house.
marinate the chicken.
meet at sufyan's house for the food at around 230pm.
took the taxi down to EAST COAST PARK
carpark D pit 35.
thats where we were.

so took the taxi down.
and the taxi uncle is like.
OH MY GOD.
there is this machine at the driver's eye level.
you typed where we go the machine will start talking.
like for example.
500M TURN RIGHT!
INTERSECTION TURN RIGHT.
PLEASE SLOW DOWN!

and im like.
CAN YOU SHUT UP!!!?
IRRITATING.
and at last it takes us to the wrong place.
USELESS!

ATLAST our fare was like $18 lah.
asshole.
the guys took the cab and it was like only $14 lah.(we took seperate cab)
cekik darah nyer taxi driver.
itu MESEN gi buang lah!

okay.
relax rose.

so the day dragged till night where we start our bbq.

so those who attend are.
amalina
sufyan
nabilah
nurulhuda
khairin
hakim
mazlin
sayidi and frens
zumrah
suhailah
and myself

haha.
not that many.
but we had fun.
not that really.
but okay ah.
haha.

so im looking forward to sheril's family bbq.
and our fantastic four gathering.
yayness!!

who's going?
sheril
salihin
yanti
and myself.
woohoo!
bonding session

okay uh.
da-uh
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6/15/2007 10:38:00 PM
THESE are the pics taken RANDOMLY.


me and huda

haha this pic is damn funny ah.
if u observe the sand on khairin's body its censored arh.

thats danish sufyan and suhailah.
starting the fire for the BBQ.



huda me amalina and nabilah.
at the beach.



the rainbow after rain.
cool rite?
we are like.
LOOK AT THAT!!!

okay thats the big wheel at marina i guessed.



and thats at night.
i was riding on my dad's bike.
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Wednesday, June 13
6/13/2007 12:13:00 AM
RANDOMED


thats me and sheril.

this is TAICHONG.
he's one of my new workmate.
he just got himself BURNT.(suntanned)

my hand made pencil case.
COOL huh?
it was written.
I TOLD YOU
HANDS OFF ME!

and this is the cover.
DONT MESS WUTH THE FIRST CLASS BITCH.

whoa i just realised that baby and jayzee are gays.
cos they are always together and they are always seen together.
or maybe its BROTHER love?

ANYTHING or WHATEVER??
i tasted these drinks.
it was aweful okay.
no wonder it is anything.

haha.
this is crazy.
we just got nothing to do.
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Tuesday, June 12
6/12/2007 07:46:00 PM
hello WORLD!

im fucking TIRED now.
FIRSTLY,
i worked from 10 am to 9pm.
doing overtime.
cos the man who made me cry at WORK didnt work today.
(heard that his service was terminated)

SECONDLY,
i went to three different places in sentosa for the ATM machine.
firstly was the BEACH station where i normaly go to withdraw money.
BUT the machine was temporarily out of service.
FUCKTARD!
then, i went back to work.
at 6pm, i had my break.
i went to IMBIAH LOOKOUT.
fuck.
the atm machine was not for LOCALS.
then i took the beach tram to TANJONG beach.
as indicate in the MAP.
there is another atm machine at sentosa GOLF CLUB.
as i walked towards the end of tanjong beach i suddenly realised taht i should have take the yellow line.
so i RUN back to the bus stop.
and take yellow line.
THANK you bus driver(i dunno his name)
so get myself into GOLF club. and i asked a driver for the location.
when i stepped into that place.
i was like OH MY GOD.
the place is like for rich people.
haha.
so i hurried myself to the ATM machine.
and tadaaa!!!
haha.

and i rushed back to uws.
tiring man.

whoa not bad.
last month pay was like quite alot arh eventhough i worked for weekends.
i tot i would earned like $200+ arh.
but i earned $400+
im like.
WOOHOO!!

i know for some of you think that the amount not that great arh.
but. who cares.
its my money.

so tomoro there's an event.
haha not really but im going to meet PEOPLE.
haha.
yeah.
so tmr actualy i have appointment with my hairstylist.
hmm.
its going to clash my meeting with the MU(malay united)
but i hope NOT.

hmm.
okay till here.

its GOING to be a new me again.

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Friday, June 8
6/08/2007 06:05:00 PM
YELLS

yeap.
i worked today at UWS.
didnt go to school.
skipped.

and im like so fucking TIRED.
and tomoro im working my ass off at 1pm.
and going to watch SONG OF THE SEA.
perhaps.

whoa.
suddenly i feel like telling the WHOLE world that
i MISS SUFYAN.
yeah.
but dunno why.

haha.
maybe its been month when we last saw each other?
haha.

so yah.
if god does not FORBID, i will be meeting HIM and the others(malay united)
next WED. rite?

okay.kind of tired.
i bloghopped today.
and i saw different types of blogskin.
nice.
and i find mine a lil boring.
shall change when i've time.

yeah.
so tomoro i'll be working with SALIHIN,MONICA,TAI CHONG.
hope that ERNEST is the security.

okay nothing to type.
da-Uh.












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Tuesday, June 5
6/05/2007 10:33:00 PM
HE loves me
HE loves me NOT
HE loves me
HE loves me NOT.
so WHAT now?





random pics of the experiment we had this morning.
haha
i didnt did it corrctly.

okay. this is RANDOM.

nothing happened today.
only that i studied(whoa.)
and sleep after that.

call fizah.
chit chat.
yeah thats it
BORING rite?



if you were mine.
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Monday, June 4
6/04/2007 11:47:00 PM
HEY YOU! the crew LEADER!
yeah YOU!!
you're HOT.

okay thats RANDOM.

haha.
so wake up at 745 am.
was late to intensive classes.
at 8+am rubini smsed.
we met outside SCHOOL gate.

so we were all late including miss KATHY.
wait for her so LONG.
so dilly dally.
and think dat we were late and scared that we would get kicked out.
so we CABOT.
the whole DAY!

haha.
we cabot to yuhua MCd the whole morning.
haha.
WASTE time.

till 1pm,
we we al went home.
kathy was so scared that her cousin would see her there.
so at certain area we were like zoom!!!

haha.
then actually saw ruz,amir(i think) and suffian.
and they were shouting our name.
but three of us ignored them.
sorry arh babe too tired.
i know that we are on demands.
thanks for the shout out!
haha. *piak* slaps forehead.

so the day dragged.
i slept till 530pm.
played with my BABY/ies

and my sis made stupid PRANKS.
yeah prank call.
at first was from my hp.
clicked all numbers and hang up after dat.
but when she pranked sufyan.
she managed to talk instead of pranking.

but sis, memalukan gua lah babe.

so dragged and dragged.
and here i am.
BORED to death.

gila.
bsok skola babe.


the tatoo on my chest.
okay its air-brush anw.

snap from mcD.

the freshwater stingray.
cute cute.

oh yah,
the cutest baby sting ray or what some people call it,
koochi koochi,muffin,sexy.
DIED a month ago.
sad sad.
sleep tight baby.



haiyo.

da-uh.
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Saturday, June 2
6/02/2007 09:07:00 AM
JUST TAKE NOTE THAT THIS ENTRY IS BASED ON MY FEELINGS AND A LITTLE OF RACISM.
BUT BARE IN MIND THE FOLLOWING RACE I MENTIONED IS NOT APPLIED TO THE OTHERS.
ONLY THIS MAN. WHO HAD MAKE ME FELT FUCKING MISERABLE.
IF YOU ARE NOT READY TO READ THIS, READ THE NEXT ENTRY.
SORRY FOR ANY INCONVENIENCE CAUSED
.





fuck him who made me CRY yesterday damn BADLY at work.
'' '' who was fucking RUDE to me.
'' '' who have tried to be innocent but im sorry it JUST doesnt WORK.

what the hell did he thinks as himself?
some bollywood star? or just one fucking MELZING?
you are supposed to do whatever u was assigned not just stand around and chat with the ray food seller and the photographer or the bitch who came yesterday.
and c'mon you are trying to say that u are innocent when you know u are supposed to do?
NOBODY dotes on you. idiot.
i talked to you nicely.
but what did i get in RETURN?
a humilation infront of the PUBLIC??
fuck YOU!!!


what happen was.
he was in UWS chatting his ass off with some other idiots.
instead of him doing the commentary at 4pm,
he asked her to do it. and i was like.
WHY DIDNT HE DO IT?
why is he bossing ard?
so i told her to asked him out instead.
asked him to do commentary.
and guess wad?

WHY THE HELL ARE YOU HERE?
WHY CANT SHE HELP ME OUT?

and im like .
its your job. you are assigned to it.
AND I HAVE FIFTEEN MINUTES BEFORE THE NEXT DUTY AND I HAPPENED TO PASS BY THAT AREA.
and he took the mike and went off without doing any commentary.
im like at least pass me the mike and i do the commentary.
he just went in just like that leave the turtle pool WITH NO COMMENTARY!
and im like WHAT THE FUCK?
i went in and complained to JOHN but he was helpless.
and that fucker keep on complaining too.

so JOHN decided for the gso's who worked yesterday to held a meeting.
and i was crying my ass off.
feeling FRUSTRATED and UPSET. feeling so humiliate by a man who is about 20 plus and his ass was still new in the JOB.
NOT EVEN a respect which im actually experienced in the JOB.

DURING the meeting he was all QUIET.
and i told the story off.
JOHN listened to me.
but in the end JOHN blames himself.
why JOHN.??
why john apologised?
why not THAT motherfucker?

seriously JOHN i apologised based on what happened.
i know you were to busy with YOUR job.
but this small matter was just brought up by that fucker.

im sorry.

but i apologised during the meeting to that FUCKER as a senior,
i dont want to bring such bad influence to the others.
well atleast i tot he could apologise back to me as he was the one making the fuss.
but hell no.
he was like .
BABI! autah KELING!!!!!!!!!!
mampos taknkak!

so i donno why i kept on crying.
it was the worst day of my life.
azni was there and she cool myself down.
agnes asked me to call and i told her what happened.


i tell you.
atleast listened to who is more experienced.
when agnes asnul or whoever is experienced than me,
asked me to do this and that.
i listened and FOLLOW.
not shout back or just back off like that.
ATLEAST RESPEST THEM WHO THEY ARE.

so if YOU (the FUCKER)
read this.
i DONT care.
this is my BLOG!
i am free to type whatever i can.

so what if he was a diver under attachment last few months?
but he's still new in this JOB.
so listened and follow u idiot.

even though im younger than you and you are older than me,
you need to respect me.
like how i respect you.
it just didnt pay off.

YOU are just a MAN with
NO feelings.
NO heart.
NO respect.
NO dynamism.

you are just a SHOW OFF!!!


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6/02/2007 09:05:00 AM

FOR the superstar who demands this.
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